After having a baby and resuming your life, when did become enjoyable again for you?

I've had with my fella 4 times so far, one month on from having our baby.. (no need to tell me off for not waiting the 6 weeks, i got the go ahead from my midwife so it's all good!) anyway, all of those 4 times i've felt quite apprehensive about it, don't get me wrong, i couldn't wait to have sex again (evidently!) lol.. But i feel a bit apprehensive about it incase it hurts or starts up bleeding again.. When we've had sex it hasn't hurt, but at times could be a little uncomfortable.. I didn't tear or anything, just had a graze.. But because i keep expecting it to hurt, i constantly have that in the back of my head which really takes the enjoyment out of it, if you know what i mean? i can't seem to get in to it because i've got that stuck on my mind, and it's doing my head in! Lol how long does it last for? I feel like a virgin again, touched for the very first time! :P lol but seriously, anyone else understand what i mean?